terminal onlineness
I feel like my perception of relationships has been utterly poisoned by being online. I've lost so many online friends, not over stupid petty bullshit as one may expect, but over them turning out to be actually abominable people.
It's easier to hide who you are online. If I met most of these people irl, I'd probably quickly get bad vibes. But online? Nope! I'm fighting for my life out here! I just want some normal friends, man...